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Mar 19 2019

Dedicated to you

I dedicate this day to my deceased Best friend, partner in crime, Lover and Daddy:

Today a year ago my Prince passed away in his house In Simonstown. It caught fire and the ceiling collapsed on top of him. he was a brilliant guy, and used to spoil me rotten. He had his own clients, and was a swinger coach, punter,  porn loverm writer and more. a Highly intelligent and succesful gentelman. He was the Daddy of our Polyamorous family. He trained me to be the best escort I can be and also used to manage my porn career. 

I really miss him a lot, thanks to him, and his belief and support of me, I would not have come this far. He was, and still is,  my biggest inspiration in life and work.

RIP my Prince Vince 2018-03-19

xoxoxo

a poem I have dedicated to him:

(My Original Post of the Poem can be found HERE)

 

 

LOST - Aylana Diamond

The Loss of a Lover:

She was a Diamond in the dirt,
through all this he saw her shine,
and rescued her from the mine,
released her from all the hurt.

Right from the very start
she was Innocent and pure,
always scared and unsure,
she had opened her heart.

He stirred up her emotions,
gave and showed her pleasure,
left her feeling like his treasure,
shared with her: your notions.

He made her heart race,
made her laugh and giggle,
her bums and starfish wiggle,
put a smile on her face.

Her only male lover: the first,
she was learning new things,
getting ready to spread her wings,
everything happened un-coerced.

She craved that emotional connection,
to be as close as possible,
unsure of what was plausible,
trusting in his protection.

She offered herself to him,
to be taken, and broken in,
to commit the original sin,
she was sure this was her cue.

She followed him through his portal,
in pursuit of pleasure and joy,
her constant craving after this boy,
leaving behind all that is mortal,

She then stopped, staring at her own reflection,
playfully approached her image,
turning it to what she had envisage
the thought giving her an erection,

She was unique, nothing of the ordinary,
a Princess nor male or female,
the most beautiful shemale,
she had become a living fantasy.

Walking this path, she felt lost,
was it all just a fantasy?
or was it all just imaginary?
was it all worth the cost?

Lost in his secretland,
she calls out his name,
what has this became?
wishing for his helping hand.

She does not know how to correctly express,
her thoughts, her emotions, not scaring him away,
her one big wish, is for him to stay,
she misses, in every form, your caress

She is trapped in the recent past,
pleasure, patience, and attention she had received,
felt so special, something she could not concieved,
those moments had disappeared too fast.

She still does not understand,
why are things so different now
this princess, still wishing for a bow,
she makes a wish, plucks a hair strand.

Now appears a golden scale,
one that measures pleasure and pain,
she weights the hair, what will it ordain?
What's to happen with the Princess Shemale?

She looks up, and sees her Prince,
shes filled with joy, pleasure and hope,
she doesnt know how to cope,
All this for you My Lover Vince.

Her Prince was gone, left this physical plane,
her heart broke into a million pieces,
with all her life's wishes,
angry, broken, her mind felt insane.

Her life became filled with emptiness,
she had no more a heart,
knew she had to push and restart,
She was not ready, stuck in a world of sadness.

One day the Princess decided to be brave,
She must go on, her whole life still ahead,
started to embrace life (again) instead,
and left a bow on her prince's grave.

The Princess determined to live forth the dream they shared,
to reach her, their goals of life, with haste,
she stood up, fighting not to let the past go to waste,
everything came back and she remembered why she cared.

The Princess looked at the world, and decided to travel,
meeting new humans, from all over, everywhere,
she became more popular, people loved to stare,
she was the Diamond of the dawn, a marvel.